ever so slowly I'm becoming someone I once was
I can see it in the sea green of my all too knowing
eyes
though how so unseemingly back at me they startlingly
stare
like they are silently saying come now you know me
all that who I am
so, why do you not speak
in me the turmoil quivers
from what it is I wish but do not wish to seek
why I can see in the thick flowing mane from forehead
to shoulder of this familiar length of hair
I (but not me really) was somewhere before but I know
not just where
only that I am here now and at this new veil to my soul
(the eyes) I have all too calmly just become aware
the eeriness of the moment has already passed
yes,
and I find that I've lost before I could even begin
to find the appropriate key that opens the door to
the real beginning that came just before the last
Now, you try to Guess..................
(written Sept. 8, 1993 late am)