A PAWN IN THE POSSESSION OF FUTALITY

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I will not easily cave into your first too spoiled

foolish whim

nor become the latest unwanted participant in an at best

impromptu sin

what I yield merger to is not some new angle on how to

lead, love and in the end win

but a yet before mentioned option tarnished from much

too much misuse

a burnished touch that leaves behind a very bad bruise

a school girl blush upon the whitest of all pale skin

leading into a no way out situation with a man I can not

even completely have

an unrelated brother in the likening to that of kin.....

(written July 25, 1993 am)

Author's Notes/Comments: 

a questionable way of making up wasn't sure at the time if I really should or just let the relationship end there. I had to do a lot of soul searching........

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