like fearsome and fascinating sharks
our emotions clawed their way to the surface
making each involved in the process all the more
none to sure of 'us'
all too ready for the final kill
at the first smell of a few drops of blood
pumping like some refined form of madness
all too quickly into a fiery yet all the more
familiar flood
that scorches only the face of the one who openly
loves and not the one who merely cares
how foolish felt I
in the aftermath
to learn that such missed remarks
caught me so completely unawares
fiercely we battled face to tear ravaged face
losing all ground on which we before so soundly stood
while too terribly scared to even attest to knowing
the aged old rules
that where even the hardest of hearts fears to tread
the mind takes an unaccountable amount of pleasure
and the acts of the foolish
it all too happily unearths and schools
so, I in the end, learned as I none too brilliantly
burned
and you bled as onward and on my letter you solemnly read
and as that mutual beat slowed to an almost sexual
like pace
I tipped my travel weary hat to you as before me
all fear disintegrated without but a single trace
you really must in some even small manner love me to
so inspire me in just this rambled way
the feelings of course to you are returned some ten fold
my very own Mr. Rochester but as to why I'm not so sure I can
soon bring myself around to say
perhaps though, through the essence of some terrible
inexplicable fate
you have managed to become the key to this golden puzzle
as well as, a most truly ideal and accommodating
mate...............
(written July 24, 1993 am)