traveling through a wayward winter's like that of
a wordless night
I take to the open road like one of many fearless
soldiers battling a crumbling nation's plight
for so many angles I feel I must find different eyes
for which to view each one
the unblinking man squanders my logic's embrace
even as my tears are burned dry by the sinister rays
of a misunderstanding sun
so very much is currently going on in my haphazardly
unhinged head
and it seems to be happening all at once in some form
of a slow motion frame
I can't seem to recall just where each path before
had me lead
but most likely I will instinctively take the one even if unmarked
as doubtless self blame
for me it has always been implode everything at all costs before
the punch manages to get one cruelly up on you
and expect nothing in return for any depth felt emotion
or good deed done
no one will get hurt and destiny will sadly see you through
'A Close Feeling To That Of Hell'
perhaps
but life just all the same
it helps but only just so little
when you are clearly able to find far few faults
with the on going game............
(written July 19, 1993 pm)