if the need should fall only to then level and rise
I will not falter nor even once stumble over such
sad surprise
memories collect mental dust like over aged trinkets
too long neglected
the Phoenix as its commonly known does not die for
very long before he is then resurrected
too bad there is no secure place to send such
unnecessary nonsense quietly away to
there surely must be though for one to fly
where the too crazed cuckoo himself before
only alone once flew
years upon years of artificial anger greet me
at love's open but disillusioned door
trampling aggravated pride as it walks in and throws
what little self esteem I have left roughly to the floor
leaving me to blindly bleed only just now all over
and down the walls and chilly chambers of your
ever so very tender young heart
its a cruel chain reaction this cat and mouse game
of love like love we play from childhood
at its very start
the important lessons we learn though
teach havoc a new way to pass off yet another
insecure parlor like trick
for even the most wounded of all animals
that of the too human heart
will never heal without the swipe
of one loving tongue's lick.............
(written June 30, 1993 am)