I save my pennies and my dimes
and think of you as I pen my rhymes
I cross my fingers and pray that you are home
I laugh while talking to you and try not to cry
when I am alone
I damn the miles that continue to keep us apart
as I curse the nights that I cannot call
if love were a stone
with my hot little heart
I think I could swear that I'd rub it raw
I am in dire doubt I admit to you
that it is true at times
yet, even now I find I'm hard pressed to recall
the reasons behind these self admitted crimes
except for the fact I'm not so sure if I can
take much more of this 'Tortured Wait'
If I don't get to touch you soon I may lash out
at the entire world out of shear frustration and
inhumane hate
but venture tells me soon that
our day will all too happily come to arrive
and I'll breath easily again but only when
into your welcoming arms I can cheerfully dive..........
(written June 23, 1993 am)