my sorry head began to slowly \
murder me
as I lay down
replete from my venture
executor of my dastardly deed
philanthropist of my soul
blood of my yet purposed pen
explore in me this innocent logic's
fondest sin
a nasty reproduction of some set aside
darkened dread
I lost step with myself
only to once again reaffirm my
expected fortnight's tread
I am atop my own unsettled satisfaction
and self concern
once again
so, blessed be
a so lovingly loved me.............
( written June 21, 1993 am)