a sober moment
a blaze of bloated worry
heed this hail
of such hatched hurry
pinnacle twist
your anger held in defensive fist
the fatted calf
sees the slaughter
in the beginning
as a grand, elaborate party
I hear laughter
oddly mired down
in the misery's mist
strangers here
smell somehow familiar to me
and I feel ill compared
to even my own wits
if I could only spell check
my emotions
and force the blurting
clamor to stop
then
maybe this elusive love illusion
wouldn't seem so
damn schitzofrenic...........
(June 21, 2000 8pm)