M-battle weary thoughts
come crashing in on a lamenter's shore
J-remains of a ship wreck swept up by
the waves
pieces of a life that existed before
M-the margin of chance pays harvest to the
to the margins of for thought
where is it said
that man can be purchased but never fully bought
J-so sell yourself short
just sell yourself
familiar words of one writer's favorite motto
have returned to haunt for many tomorrows
M-a prevalent good sense steers me forward to further
investigate the riches of the fresher thought
J-that no longer should I live in the dungeon of
the desperate and distraught
M-so givest me mine sweet pen and daring pad so full
of darkly fractured delight
J-I shall write 'til tomorrow breaths forth with
the dawning of a new day's light
M-so leave me not bittersweet distorted muse
but allowest me to lead you into an aura of
enchantment that will not permit itself to be
squandered nor excused
as I need little more than your sweet inked embrace
of my thoughts
to carry me beyond this life's frame of
insensitive abuse.................
(June 20, 2000 1am)
(FROM JOURNAL #23)