I sang
days away
or so I thought
from your love
and without even knowing it
we became two pleasured purposes
heading in the opposite direction
you scoffed at my worry
paths intertwined you claimed
in such veils of distorted joy
escalation is the mule
that turned over the apple cart of
our desire
and the lane that lead to your wanting
me once
suddenly became
in passable
blocked with guilt
likely left over from your fonder days
of catting around
so, I in my hurt pride
mentally castrated you
and left you to bleed
unmercifully behind me
as no more than a shard of the
handsome that you once thought you were
as I pseudo-laughingly walked away
never fully knowing
until today
that the keys to your pathetic little life
remained
crushed in my hand
every day since then............
(Jan. 9, 2000)