A SAD APOLOGY FROM A VERY STUPID WOMAN!**

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JOURNAL #35

disagreements climb to their

lofty heights

only to commit each their own

form of personal suicide

raining ever down

into our backyards

discarded debris

of misinterpreted pain

everywhere

we stand

broken by our own words

flung out in a disbeliever's

hurricane of hurt

and left clinging to the shattered

shards

that embedded into our own

foolish skins

a pound of aching flesh

shed

yet it feels like

half my heart

has been butchered

and given to all the demons

in hell to feed on

I missed you too much

and fell way too low

to even hope to pick myself

back up

without you there to assist

that when you returned commenting

about some silly movie you loved

I became jealous of a character

in that movie

like she was a superior rival for your

affections

cause I ached for you to feel that way

about me so strongly

and that was my stupid crime

that sent everything between us

straight to hell

you deserve better

a more put together sort of soul

not some messed up lonely woman

who feels threatened

by fiction

when she is left alone

to her own devices for far too long

I love you enough to relinquish

my former hold..........................

(Sept. 23, 2009 818 am)










Author's Notes/Comments: 

low self esteem should never be allowed out of the mind! (written for the man who has captured my enchantment and made it his own.)

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