drink freely of my selfless, tainted woman's blood
even as you squander every last vestige of disregarded
hate
barter not your every promise made to me
and pray that my argumentative anger they do not come
to bait
for I am but a simple, fair female who recognizes the rules
cut too close to each individual's own cloth
while at the sight of society's own wisdom you will not
catch me wiping from its mouth any residue of froth
if I angle to stand up for myself does that not mean I will
likely walk each warrior's chosen wire one day
quietly on my own
and will my rapier like pen be dulled when I'm finally and
fully grown
beyond this skin I now repair and somehow improperly
possess
I find in me that the 'Poverty Of Spirit' can only so
slowly strengthen my ability to guess
I have though in the end managed to achieve the ultimate
at final and long affectionate last
I am capable of seeing myself through the eyes of
a deep inner love..............
( written May 21, 1993)