a passionate interlude
like that of a mental afterthought
every even tiny nerve ending
clambers for sight
if only such glasses for them could indeed be bought
a sad reproduction of a momentary lapse in unnecessary
reserve
fulfilling one gentleman's fantasy
burderns the muddled mind with unflinching desire
to just quietly observe
photographic day dreams slide all the more downwards
in a spiral of before unequaled daze
underlining the very importance for say the inquiry
of just what end price will I alone one day have to pay
for the pleasure of simply peering into such a glittering
fire like blue, gray gaze
very little?
perhaps too much or not a single shard of abused pride
at all
the pending up-hill-down-hill-trek will unlikely prove itself
to be a worthy opponent to love's all too descriptive immortal law
while a street of unmentioned previous meetings runs parallel to
that of the acceptable norm
thunder in the blinded heart strikes almost painfully back in its fast
dwindling attempt to merely for warn
up ahead at the cross roads of one couple's cruelty
we will one day come to
I alone, in my chilling blood can only hope that we
will inevitably walk the same of the two.........
(written May 23, 1993 am)