put this sad heart once and for all to bed my sweet
by telling me just what you mean
am I truly of love, lies and liquid or better yet an
attraction for something that is much more keen
the imminent future itself sounds so very appealing now
that I can hear your deep, male renaissance voice reverberating
in my eager ears
but for boding trepidation constantly reminds me that the
arrival of even an unexpected love is not always in the actual form
that of which it so often appears
the very term of 'Easy' itself can seem hardest of all others to properly
emulate
for life is indeed life and not some careless follower of what we like to
call personal fate
all I ask is that you take me as you would any other saint whom you find
possesses mere mortal feet of clay
and remember where there is nothing (nor no special one) to physically
hold onto
now, in their place though there is still so much left in which to say
hours upon hours worth of unwasted words in fact
a neutral place to air all possible grievances, a medium one might say
for which to practice using tact
something that I'll readily admit that to this very moment I have very
little experience of
though not exactly like that of anything else
the rules and regulations must be privately learned when dealing with
the adding of two in regard to love.............
(written May 16, 1993 pm)