I've thought of nothing but The Back Orchard
since I arrived home late yesterday
surely something can be said for so little that
wasn't said in any memorable way
you know our lives become entwined with but
the catch of one small coined phrase
with just one remote brush of simple skin's touch
the small fire twice felt escalated into a mental blaze
but instincts stampeded hope as my cases were loaded
silently into the car
still, I knew from the hollow pit in my stomach to the muddy toes
of my shoes that you would not let me go far
but you invariably did
so tell me whom now am I trying to kid
myself perhaps, after all you did let me go
to drive myself away doubtful and slow
life is now over as sure as every thing I know
I'm sightless without your eyes
lost in the sound of your voice repeating no!
in my rear view mirror I look up and what do I struggle to see
an almost subliminal flash of a truck's head lights
once
twice
its you begging wait for me!
as I pull over to an abrupt halt at the side of the
road I'm shaken to my very emotional seams
sweat drenches my stricken face
as I set up wide awake in bed now
oh, how I hate these masochistic dreams...........
( written March 19, 1993 )