I tell you I am harmless
because that is simply how I see myself
I could never deliberately hurt anyone
I am one of the silliest, most innocuous
people you will ever likely meet
I am what you could call
A Laugher At Life!
I revel in irony
I feel things much too deeply
so that makes every man I meet seem mighty
shallow to me
my tender heart bleeds over even the smallest
of injustices
my grandfather would have called someone like
me a yellow bellied sap sucker
what a derogatory term
but much too true on my behalf
I must whole heartedly confess
it is a wonder that I have made it this far
with my soft marshmallow heart still in tact
the brash attitude and outlandish behavior
they are my 'fight 'till the death' loyal
protectors
I am a study in contrasts
I have painstakingly created a caricature of
myself over the years
and I wear this armor of mine oh so well
so well in fact that nobody knows that it is
only just that
a well developed facade
there, I am divulging all my secrets now
this morning seems to have a rather strange
affect on me
perhaps that is why I often choose to sleep
right through it
because I already know all my weaknesses
and limitations on an intimate first name
basis
so the pen must stop here!.....................
(Oct. 25, 1996)