to redefine what the immediate future should be
I find myself doing it yet again
losing at the initial game before I'm even given
the chance to play let alone maybe even win
inexperience fathers yet another foolish whim of
vice and visual sin
and the odds begin to work against me at the rate
of a thousand to ten
oh, if only a small unreserved corner of his twice
truly touched heart I could somehow manage the strength
to pin
I would happily find myself immersed in the power of his
awe inspiring love and discover that maybe my secretly
guarded urgings were able after all to pierce his
tender yet steel toned skin..........
(written Dec. 26, 1992am)