why even the mere memory of you
is still so beautiful and strong
in my bedazzled mind
though my palm to your heart
you can not feel
inwardly my eyes remain ever
cast upon you
I am locked in those last
revealing times that we
spent together
your words rise up and torture me
in their sweet speak loving way
my aching heart feels your own
heart reaching out for me
I go on
yet
I feel you pulling me back
that thread of connection binds us
so lovingly close
I gasp when I imagine your eyes
and wonder if you can feel my longing for you
somewhere in all this want
I have the distinct feeling that you
indeed can
and that you are just as tortured
by it too
ah but soon my love
soon this pain we share
shall be with us
'Never More'..................
(July 25, 2008 618am)