labyrinth of confusion
how you plant your stake in these thoughts
a giddy gregarious woman once was I
until I found myself bogged down
in your gaited garden of endless preoccupation
spell bound and thought sick
questioning the jagged angles I find
around every corner
the hour glass has tilted
I can't seem to see passed my own
inner turmoil
am palm up to the hand of time
taken a back by startling circumstance
vinegar that was once the sweetest wine
my own foolish tears mock me
with but my own ragged weary fingers
I have dug a hole
and hacked a beautiful meadow completely up
into an unrecognizable field of dirt
sparingly I redress my participation
I can hear my own breath yawning at what
a fool I've been
still being
and likely will be some more
'tis too bad that there are no booths for pity
to sit down and take a seat in
or else
I would be further forced to sit alone with
my hurtling and hurting thoughts
blessedly, I am too self denying to
be of any danger tonight
to another heart's well being......
(written April 6,2007 150 am)