I abused my day off today like I have never done so
before
I dried some laundry, took a much needed shower then
laid back down and did nothing more
I slept a lot longer than I had originally planned
the smoldering embers of my previous tiredness I must
admit I over indulgently fanned
I received several telephone calls but had very little
to say
hello, how are you?
a little tired
I think I'll go, Can I call you back later in the day?
but never did
(call them back)
who was I trying to kid
goodbye comes so easy to the lips of one who wishes
not to speak
instead I tend to hail this book of pages to make up for
other losses found throughout the week
isn't it so terribly strange how words possess the mind
of those who only wish to fall back to sleep
they touch upon fringes of great depth that goes far beyond
just that of being deep
tomorrow is years from this very moment or so I would lie to
myself so to further the belief
for me the day has been like the rarest jewel to be closely
admired
but I took it a step further and became a thief
and from such suspicious thoughts
this very poem
was inspired............
(written Feb.11,1993 am)