long legged limbering grace
walking sightlessly along this life's
choice of beach
pondering the lengthened morrow
where only its borders right now
do any of us have to trace
these cold pale fingers
shaking willful reachers
for the contours of a yet seen face
lost yet again
in the far off yonder
staring and staring until she sees
no other place
the ocean
a silent heaven of sorts
this beach
the edge of a bitter reality
I stand at the brink
one between two worlds
an ice less skate
though nearer than I realize
still, I timelessly grasp
for the ice I so crave
so to become air born via this
worry less winter wind
and not just some drifter
drifting through a drift less phase
God has given me you yet again
a living breathing strong loving rock
whose arms remain in my future
one I will never take for granted or replace
the salt air feels so good
as I shoulder the worst of the sea's unforgiving
wind
on my way back to the car
tears fast drying now upon my face
forgotten for the moment
is my most immediate woe
as I breath in deeply
the air of the convinced...........
(Dec. 16, 1999)