your candor's enthusiasm
caresses my wistful mind
I bask in your attention's sweet promise
as a captive of your thoughts
laved by your pensive muse
mesmerized almost
by such attraction's sweet pull
I too see the threads
of possible future bindings
shimmer brilliantly behind the fine
damp lids
of mine misty eyes
prodded
I pose repeatedly to my much bemused
self
are you a figment of my lonely imagination
conjured up by its own bitter cries
fervently
I pray not
as frenzy frets
yet traces of age old fears
still breath in my ear
you too shall go
just as all your precious siblings of
such hopeful welcome
have gone before
as this game of 'Flicker And Chance'
I know too well
it has played me
many times
and won
and I the loser
was forced to walk home
alone................
(Dec. 9, 1999)