all we have are words
and now those too are fading
how so very painful such realization is
I have no real recourse here
such path behind me is all too fast erasing
grief so deep like a gutted thing
rots steadily away at my once
so beautiful memories
you approach me less and less
more distant than before
a shell of a once such lovely shading
I can not make amends with mere
sporadic guess
freedom is just another word
but its blade is sharp and so so cold
likely another stands in the wings
one of many of my understudies all promoted
I am an old laugh less joke now
looking for her cue to walk off the stage
done but defeated............
(Sept. 1, 2007 1054pm)