where is this grave simplicity
that of which I so crave
the whispers speak openly to me now
in frank terms of grim disbelief
I see such forces of fear in the aged
the widened eyes of the compromised
innocent
remain far too underdeveloped
for the hard nosed exposure of the time
why the very screen of pervasive cruelty
knows no such thing it seems as
an end
to such crimes
the more sensitive of God's creative
children today
weep
all the more freely
but still not so silently
for he
their so beloved Father
to clearly hear their plaintive cries
I suspect
that there must be necessity even in the
ranks of evil
yet I fear not what man can do deliberately
nor otherwise
for with all his festering hate and wretched
vices a bound
his bitter rage over whatever the conflicting
state
is not my blunder's remorse
yet I still can feel the very loss of his
tethered soul
his spirits wrenching
only becomes
farther torn with each additional self
deception
and this convinces me
'Faith's Efforts'
can never come too late
in short
hope lives
long and well
in even the most ignorant and hopeless
of men
and their private dreams often stand in
lieu of prayers that they themselves
are simply too afraid to pray
thank all that is good
that the Lord is Just in his reading of all
men's hearts
that is what saves some of these same men
lots of times.....................
(Dec. 7, 1998)