small, bright lights dot the night's sky line
( stars)
as I make my tired way home
through their fine hairs of singular existence
my frail fingers I would dearly love to comb
but I know that I can not for I am trapped in this game
of work, sleep, work
and to it I see no immediate end
why, I often wonder can not the unbreakable branches
of peace see fit to my concerned way bend
tonight my life has been caught on a road going home
but taking the long trip
some lessons in life (I believe ) are best learned
when the actual experience itself you are allowed to
skip
but apparently not so ' On This Night'
perhaps I am suppose to take this road and think
these deep yet all the more passive thoughts of
diminutive pain
later, as I pulled into the drive way
I realize in this great feeling of unbelievable loss
I have located the gain
which is everything good and bad that we each must
go through
we do it all for a reason
a most humbling reason
we do it for the gentlest love of our Lord
and the fact that it is something we were each meant
to do
'to grow more and more from our daily experience
for they each are truly indeed meant to be blessed...........
( written Jan 22, 1993 am)