we take our differences out on each other
and that makes what we do more than simply just
a little unfair
every in road I am able to make into your tightly
locked up little heart
I do so with the best of intentions my love,
I swear
still you cry wolf at every turn and say I really
just don't care
and that I only pretend to display a wounded soul
unfocused and lain bare
approval is not what I'm looking for in your house of
overly internalized self respect
I am simply searching for a heart filled with love
and truth
one in which I can pamper and or protect
for falling in love hopefully forever should not be a sole
prospect of youth
and we who have prematurely aged should be allowed to
take part in such emotional activities instead
merely reflect
so, give me this Segway to be uncouth
now, if only I could find courage to counteract the
negative emotions these very words reject............
( written Jan. 21, 1993 am)