so many doors you've opened
wide and walked through
so many hoops you have
willingly for me
jumped through
even when you vowed you hated
doing just that
still you did
I am well aware of what
you've done and
are willing to do
so often you assure
and reassure
when I am feeling
fearful, undeserving and blue
you enjoy playing behind
the mask of the cavalier
it makes me laugh
and I like to play right
along side you there
but your dear heart
and rare yet revealing
tender thoughts
always reveal to me
the true you
should I for even a moment
get to taking your joking
too seriously
you are gentle
where I am concerned
I easily can pick up
on that
yet a mighty menace to others
and at their own expense
I dare cast
I have been introduced
by your own hand
to both sides
a romantic even along side
a self proclaimed asshole
but its all those little
precious things you
let slip that show me
your core character
I could list them all
in a book
if I sat long enough
and really tried
I am smitten with your
consistency and frank persistence
I still marvel that you have wanted
me longer than I've wanted you
does not seem possible to me now looking
back
so many times I have been so blind
and you always guided me through
which sometimes makes me wonder
who's the old woman here
me or you
and these are just some of the
reasons why
I really and truly love you
now I think I really and truly
would love to kiss you...............
(Feb.19, 2008 1234am)