be smooched
comes to immediate mind
when I think of you
a man none too happy with his lot in life
his heart buried beneath the ruble of
the every day grind
this Lilly before you
only pretends to admire the fragility
of the rose
for she sees no necessity to further
perpetuate such a ruse
her desires are as common as far as any
desire goes
the intensity of the moment has a way of
taking away from the popularity of such a
fleeting thought as this self truth
long now lost has been the virtue of
idealism found in one's straining youth
life is after all but its own most perfect
excuse
we say it all the time even as we learn what
it is that we live
perhaps that is why
many are drawn to the beauty of another's
carefully constructed facade
where only yonder glares any such absurd
and out right lie
we are but walking symbols of jagged
contradictions
attempting to side step broader issues yet
to be taken up with God himself
all the grittier answers
feign to flea these ageless moments
before even the most harmless of all questions
is spoken
self doubt can be the most humbling aspect of
one's humanity
pity of course being yet another
the fragile threads that attach us to each
our spirit's most perfect self
if we are lucky
do not all get broken
so seek out the divine truth
that is needed to live in the light of such
an all empowered blessing
and with clear and honest emotion allow no
time for the devil's work of futile second
guessing
for it serves no real purpose other than to
further muddy up the once pure, rippling
waters
and that is just what the hands of evil
want.............................
(April 16, 1996)