shadow so still
come and converse with me
I'm much too eclectic by many's standards
but I know when I like what I see
pure male strength in a tan buttoned down over coat
with a finely chiseled Olivier mouth just set so in a
practiced pose
below eyes so clear and blue yet solemn and remote
this character you seem to play ( portray)
is obviously not one in which you freely chose
from your lofty, lordly lips Shakespearian sonnets
form in over romantic prose
still, you choose not to abandon your self appointed post
you simply instead stare back at me blatantly like some
disgruntled, intolerable ghost
a misplaced memory from someone's past yet indubitably
not mine
I'm quite sure I would recall such a man so formidable
yet so very fine
a lord to a land that has long since been dissolved
yet, now you are merely a problem in my head
that has gone too long unresolved
I approach your guarded grounds with a cool
'Why, hello stranger!'
on my limp and leery lips
but in the face of something precious and so important
the phrase over my own tongue trips
so, I pass by like any other free and faceless female
and curse my cowardice for not having the inner strength to prevail ..........
( written Dec.17,1992 pm)