it was the coldest night of my entire life
I mean really
the weather though wasn't the deciding factor
it was the hard city's people
Oh Philly!
why did I have to break down here
in such a dark, dreary and dangerous place
where even God himself wouldn't venture into without
a large can of mace
I felt my heart beat loudly within my young chicken's chest
the entire terrible time
like it was just waiting to go into cardiac arrest
when the lateness of the hour produced the streets'
night shift slime
'Hey Laaaady ----------you gotta quarter?' I heard
ten times more than merely just once
and in the unseen doorways of the back alleys I could
hear fist fighting along with faint dissatisfied
male grunts
could somebody actually be getting murdered that very
moment as I quietly walked
at the very thought of such utter human indifference to
the preciousness of life I mentally balked
while wondering is the gas station far from here or is
it closer back the opposite way
what will I do should some seedy character attempt
to approach me what will I say?
Jean-Claude Van Dame is my brother so you would be
wise to leave me a long time alone
for you see it amuses him greatly to tear a man apart
bone from bloody bone
do you believe I would be permitted to pass if I put on
such suggested airs
or would my false bravado create an audience of many
incredulous stares
why is the word 'safe' the hardest of all to relate to
at this very instant as I spring spryly down the sidewalk
much too shadowed and scary
there must be at least one gas station open that's
even remotely close by
so I must try not to terry
of the questionable gentleman up ahead on the opposite
side of the block I am truly indeed quite wary
he possesses the eyes of a criminal and the arms of a
prize fighter
my heart palpitates faster as my chest gets tighter
by now, I know I'm a goner
in my fear, blinders somehow grew out from the left
side of my head
I, in turn tripped over a sign and can you guess
what it said?
OPEN 24 HOURS REGULAR UNLEADED 115 AND 9/10
then I slowly exhaled
oh lord, its about bloody time!!!!!!!
(written Dec.17,1992 am)