I've resigned myself to the fact that I'll probably
always be fat
but I'd at least like to die happy if there is even
a remote chance of that
yet I won't fight the inevitable
when I am finally summoned to answer my call
the Lord I know will take me as I am but maybe he'll
transform my soul as I've always wanted to appear
not necessarily thin
but neither fat at all.............
(written Nov.29,1992 am)