tender hearts are tragically touched
as I step up to speak the full volume of my
maddened mind
to my brow beaten breast this fragile knowledge
I closely clutched
while holding out for an illusion like truth
I still have yet to find
love lingers about me in the least likely nor
expected places
like in the back aisles at work or in the blank
stares of strangers' startled faces
at times I can smile through the tears and pain
to see myself cross to the funnier side
then I can kindly kiss the pillow where I once had so
shortly lain
then proudly stand to turn my back
already so bruised to rejection's cruel tide
there is no true form of sure fire save face
for those considered even remotely sane
or any real rules applied to this game for just
anyone to abide by
unless of course laughter is captured before one's
vice is discovered as being vain
and unfairness manages to break jealousy's bitter tie
then, only then can we put to the test the theory of
Why Not why?
and remember I spoke my peace without batting an eye
for where there now stands water
there once was only sky..............
( written Nov.11,1992 pm)