I'm sorry that you were a casualty from my ignorantly
made remark
I never intended to start any fires of rage
I only wished to douse the spark
like when I read 'Johny Got His Gun'
I knew then and there that the time for me had come
you were so very wrong in your walking away from me
I never once gave you credit for what you chose not to see
I just wanted you so much
only you
but I wanted to hurt you more
for not facing what you hadn't done
at least noticed me even once
you see, I so wanted you to be the one
but one can't project his feelings onto another
as affections so eagerly returned
yet at these crossroads of unclear confusion
lays the back breaking load of worry
from one so deeply concerned
I will miss you so very much when you have to go
but you on the other hand will not care about that
because the me I hid so well you never got the chance
to know
but remember my love leaves with you
along with these words expressed through verse
as emotionally true............
(written Nov.11, 1992 am)