sentiment 'Upon Misery's Pale Pink Lips'
evades me like fire light in shadows
and upon the decks of great ships
with many a spirited soul
I have shared a dose or two of dubious ponder
and a few caustic quips
though verbal gridlock was not my originally intended
goal
rarely at my so secretly guarded self did I take full
participated part in those self defeating yet
clever clips
I was never one to chronically complain into my adult-
hood when I had been quite and clearly bested
so entangled into that of a an amateur entertainer's
coo
my reasons always somehow got arrested
I'm quick to be overly bubbly in a crowd consisting
of more than three
almost too quick some would outrageously whisper
in my bid to be myself minus me
so many fall back on my withering wit to help ease
even the smallest yet uncomfortable reparte'
perhaps it is indeed best after all that I am allowed
to turn such casual conversations more and more these
days my mettlesome way
I love this imbalance yet metaphoric mind that I have been
so graciously granted
though over such said similar matters I know not why
Hamlet pugnaciously ranted
get me away from my tiresome mortal self
and I would likely trip somewhere over the discarded
shell
why, I can project myself to look even all in the know
before he who so ever cares to see
but first, I have to get up from where I fell.........
(written Oct 12,1992 am)