with morals so like that
of an antagonistic ally cat
he still continues to slyly slither
into my less than exciting life
making me all the more aware of him
and his impact on my most fortunate
femaleness
while cutting down my infatuated defenses
swifter than any sharpened huntsman's knife
like that of a constructed criticism of
coincidence
operating under the pretense of guess
I usually am not quite so verbally quick
with such intimacies to confess
with this usual luck of mine
blinded by a brutal bout of fate
so utterly twisted
for the propositions he has so generously
bestowed upon myself
he should promptly be arrested
yet, then he would no longer care to call
on me
to drop by and say so much as a passing Hi!
I would miss his boyish lopsided grin
what would I do with myself?
mind you, not that I'm any where near to that
of bashful or shy
I'm just not the greatest in my relations with
certain sorts of men
the ones who like me for myself
uncaring of my size
whether I be fat or thin
such unasked for attractions can be quite liberating
to she who has so far taken the path of tender
solitude
it's nice to be seen in a different more flattering
light
one of which is nearly the exact opposite to which
you are used to being viewed............
(written Sept 30, 1992 am)