come the refuge of tomorrow's realization
its light will likely blind me in my tracks
yet it does indeed still recede inside me
even as it outwardly attacks
life itself can be quite funny in a strange yet
unencouraged way
too bad that forever upon this earth I can not be
permitted to study and stay
I seem to only slight myself these days whenever
I venture out to speak
note that this attitude I have taken on is one full
of childish chalk and cheek
so into a much gentler mind of miss established crime
out of my precious conscience I must force myself
to create as I climb
I write solely to entice
and to every purpose and point I'm not always quite
so nice
this plateau in the level of my awareness so far is my
only mentionable pit fall
every time I conclude that its my turn to serve
I find I've somehow misplaced yet again the ball
what would tomorrow name her only son should she
choose to have one
'Future' is too predictable yet generic besides its
already been decided or done
all I seem to presently be doing is blaming the lateness
of the hour on my inability to correctly count
potential in this life is considered an option
still the odds I wouldn't wish to stock or mount
we as individual beings are not getting better but
all the more worse
society is an almost 'magical' concept yet it
inhabitants an age old curse
we slowly destroy ourselves as we destroy others
all man kind is on big family
so what happens to it as a unity
when you kill and or ostracize all your sisters and
brothers
we've only as of late done ourselves great harm
since progress has long since been made
but for another chance in another lifetime I'm not
so sure still if my present situation I would
transmute or trade
How about you?...............
(written Sept 21,1992 pm)