from a brave and boiling pot of baffling brilliance
I pour from it for myself a generous cup of prescribed
pretense
I tread lightly upon my own clever thoughts
for with them my warring actions I do not care to mince
the matter at present hand grew out of control
making the whole of the situation quite intense
little of nothing anymore seems to make any real sense
I only have myself to hold in account for the turn of
these outlandish events
if only I had held my temper a little farther away from
my talk happy tongue
all would have been fine
his words would not have passed through my weakened
defenses
landing a forceful blow and purposefully stung
but I have to thank him for his 'harsh love' method
of putting me in my much needed place
for I without that would not be the in dominate able
woman I am today if he hadn't forced me to look at
the me that lays beyond my face............
( written Aug 24,1992am)