crushed in my nailed fingers
this pen knows no bounds
it bleeds my treason of the soul
to the prejudiced page
like a pack of hungry hounds
while in my head this theoretic murder still
periodically pounds
I can tell by the shaking in my voice just how
gruesome all this sounds
too much of my precious time is spent on conversations
I don't wish to be in
Property will always be physical while paganism is a
crippled form of sin
my contemptible life I find is held in question
yet once again
all because I care to uphold everything I write or say
and only grimace behind my ever present grin
my inner pain is an associate of guilt
a cousin to fame
is (wo)man's dignity self built or is it merely handed
down from shame..........
( written July 28,1992 pm)