he who keeps a mindful eye upon my softly sleeping sense
suffers no rigid reproach from his remarks made when he
chooses to straddle such a high fence
nary does the mind with my soul differ in any remotely
dark nor desperate degree
when defensiveness drives her hardhearted bargain
pushing temptation itself to a worried and weakened
knee
fear of the unknown beats a berated path to an imaginary
door
though I know its never been locked I'm still not so clear
on exactly what its for
perhaps its a safe house for my pale sometimes thin
skin
or just a way to get out as others attempt to get in
rarely does one get to see such a shocking yet poetic
surprise
where logical thought fails, emotion seems destined to
be on the up rise
and I work hard to smile ever brightly through all the
tears and lies
for I alone know that on the inside lives a loving
woman even when I'm only viewed on the outside as just
another one of the guys............
( written July 27, 1992 pm)