If only I had the courage to publicly call myself the worse kind of fool
perhaps I could turn this traumatic tide of events to spin this unspecific spool
I cringe at my immature antics shortly after the fact
its the exposure of frayed nerves that take on the woes of grafted guidance
and cause this gross in articulate fit of attack
in my own melee mouth I unknowingly myself smartly smack
for you'll come to see that my record to this date is a less than impressive track
still, a serious side to my ever hidden true terrified self I fail to let surface
I am most apparently plagued by an inappropriate purpose
my ignorance laced with in such matters I critically
curse
anymore, everything I seem to do, feel think or say I must carefully
first rehearse
and there is only one feeling in this and many other
yet known worlds I guess that is worse
when you feel that things are finally fusing to go forward
they shift unexpectedly to reverse........
(July 9,1992 am)