undressing one's mind
takes some aplomb
but even thus so
only for the page
here no hidden agendas
seem to be harbored
just raw truth
in the mouth of stillness
or rapture
corralling indespensable sage
when flaws cling violently to the
back of the pen
and but for the limping wish of such
triumphant a receiver
little can be yielded
from such a trembling
personal binge
F.Scott knew such pageantry's kin
truth never hurts truly
when littered so generously
upon such unajustable lines
vague scribbles
stalking reality
never truly damage the delve
they only make the delver more aware
of life's littlest hurts
as shallow was never rich enough to
afford even a down payment on the
needed gear
to take any better a plunge
but only in its poverty of awareness
further ruptures the tear...........
(written Sept.21, 2002 11pm)