CRISP APOLOGY

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JOURNAL #35

in clean crisp words

you slipped your apology in

yet I grapple with what to think

from so much

you have suddenly dwindled down

to so, so little

but a busy , angry, frustrated man

though not at me

this I know

but you are human

so I guess I have to accept

the so much less when the more

has wandered off

or been absconded off with

such a momentous let down

how can I honestly complain

though you care through much diluted

complicated waters

in my own way I am much complicated too

its crazy and its sometimes scary

and I know this is where that deep well of trust's

waters should arise

and saturate me in the reality of the matter

though you are not always so good at showing it

still you care and hold me in a higher regard

than I am now feeling

I just wish that when I am feeling my lowest

you would not choose that moment of all moment's

to be too whatever to connect with me

so rest assured

even in my lowness

your apology is accepted....................

(March, 5, 2009 531am)

Author's Notes/Comments: 

feeling neglected by someone what else?

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