in clean crisp words
you slipped your apology in
yet I grapple with what to think
from so much
you have suddenly dwindled down
to so, so little
but a busy , angry, frustrated man
though not at me
this I know
but you are human
so I guess I have to accept
the so much less when the more
has wandered off
or been absconded off with
such a momentous let down
how can I honestly complain
though you care through much diluted
complicated waters
in my own way I am much complicated too
its crazy and its sometimes scary
and I know this is where that deep well of trust's
waters should arise
and saturate me in the reality of the matter
though you are not always so good at showing it
still you care and hold me in a higher regard
than I am now feeling
I just wish that when I am feeling my lowest
you would not choose that moment of all moment's
to be too whatever to connect with me
so rest assured
even in my lowness
your apology is accepted....................
(March, 5, 2009 531am)