improper tears force me to fake my smile so to cover
the pain
so many months gone by and my feelings toward you still
have yet to wain
where is fairness hiding in this love's one sided cruel
game
every time I called your sweet face to my memory
tearfully it always came
I admit I've done a bit of crawling in my time
but never have I had to verbally crawl through a rhyme
yet, I'm doing so now
by hiding between these few poorly written lines
for there is never much offered to she who plots
or pines
If I conceded to give you a moment would you spare me
an emotional dime
well, let me say for the record that out of this pit
of uncertainty for it I would clamber or climb
will your memory always hang about me in the air like
a lost ghost in limbo
or will your physical indifference supply the final
push that forces me to go
hopefully, of the two choices I'll choose the correct
one
the one that will allow me to be alright even when
reality informs me that we're done...........
( written June 8,1992 pm)