my heart began to softly palpitate
as he walked by confidant in his graceful gait
I'm 'Spirit Easy' with no real show
why I could tell the very president himself just where
to go
yet, my true feelings for this mentioned man I can not
let myself let him fully know
so I take many breaths into my lungs deep and slow
my eyes should learn to refuse themselves this pleasure
and simply say no
if I could capture his fiery filtered heart I would
without a moment's haste
so many things could be so good between us and waiting
can only equivocate waste
I give to you this broken heart that of which I have
carefully sewn back together
you and you alone carry the umbrella that sweet
laughing smile that could see me through any emotional
weather
please feel something for me
so whispers the discarded soul
for I can not continue on with the playing of this
distant yet uninvolved role............
( written June 9,1992 am)