sometimes I think the devil's own wrath resides deep
within me
my eyes turn themselves on the rage
usually bolted down
to the point that beyond that I can't clearly see
I pull mishap and misconduct often knowingly from the
hat of innocent intent
then as I watch misadventure's conduct quickly unfold
my eyes come alive from the heat and take on a
glaring wicked glint
and just who was it that wrote
'often what is said, is not always all of what was meant'
on pushing my opinion laced point onto others
I can be single minded and quite hell bent
I don't expect you to understand this hasty explanation
and I never said that I did
but behind every even quiet facade of indifference
some form of dysfunction gets hid
when situations are taken abruptly into one's own
angry hands
an innocent by stander can be knocked from the feet
in which he stands
and unknown repercussions bounce about all over this
lively living room
and I'm forced to make my untimely departure before
I forget that one who purposely tripped the fragile
under wire
is the woman who carried me for nine months in her
womb................
( written May 21,1992 pm)