so silent is this night
in its battered lavender hue
so pale in mock rebuke
of its own shallow flattery
such patient extravagance tonight
is my bitter muse
the lonesome Ohio
sings her sad siren's song
to the gullible banks of
one of Belpre's finest shores
any tears now
I should attempt to cry
why, who could be near enough
to even think they hear me
I feel too
the ancient pull
of your dark, inviting waters
emotional embrace
such peace you could supply
the lash wrenched heart
lost to its blutungen spite
a pathetic figure stands I
disturbing the timeless draw
of this typical lover's night
so very bend less in my numb,
stoic frame
with eyes a reflection of wet
pavement
my sighs cut ribbons into my chest
with but one fall from this lonely overlook
the butchered body could grant my tortured
surely a modicum of release
the rape
a mere beating and tearing of a little flesh
the worst destruction occurred afterward
when the mind could not successfully separate
me from the abuse of the body
the flesh
it was then decided
had to go
and had that jogger
not pulled his hamstring
in the car park just then
I would not be regaling this near
tragedy today
for the poet in me too
would have been just as joylessly expunged
so, I must say this
for someone who exists
where there is no time
God sure does have amazing timing
and destiny knows well the ways
of pride..............
(written Oct. 6, 2002 9pm)