upon immediate arrival into the past
I came across a man his face mirror less
yet down cast
he looked like he'd seen the precise death of the
disease eating away at his soul
for the first time and last
and apparently what he had just been forced to witness
left him hardened of heart and utterly aghast
I knew by the quick coldness slipping into my limbs
that I should make tracks out of there seemingly fast
bu the crippling chasm between myself and the door of
'Self Removal' was clearly quite vast
but I knew I had to get out of such place for I was truly
afraid
that like that drained man
I too would be forced to watch my own self become
unflattered and equally unmade............
(written April 26,1992 am)