UNFETTERED ANGUISH

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where does the term suicide hail from

and why is it a chose option by few

but not even considered by some

who after all wants their valuable brains

splattered across a wall

by the cold barrel of a an uncaring gun

taking away from themselves the right to do

what needs to be done

what so many (wo)men will do when they get to the

end of their rope

they lie, they deny, they cheat and or steal only to

still fall into the welcoming arms of diseased whores

and dope

so many people with such a hideous picture in their

narrow little minds can't fully cope

and these are the ones who lose a little more faith

each passing day and with it they gain a little

less hope

who placed despair into the reach of man's once

thought to be harmless hands

forcing him to re evaluate this position on which he

now shakily stands

we can not seem to let go so to hold on a little

tighter

yet we stand in so accusatory to blame the flame on

its fearless fond fighter

everything anymore gets left in the said to be healing

hands of the treasured term time

the rains gathered from many other 's tears

running this river only to the banks of the so

needed rhyme

I'm not so far ahead of the child who hides like a

coward inside

I'm merely in search of a new means to reveal

what I have so long now denied

I can't seem to give up a substance I only once

before tried

romance teaches a tough lesson to one's

protective pride...........

(written April 7,1992 pm)

Author's Notes/Comments: 

was feeling so very low so I wrote it all out of me or rather tried to in a poem.

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