supple
as if fueled by grace itself
a fine groove made recognizable
as if by smooth and repeated
interaction
the rush of a thousand anxious
breaths
constricted my lungs at once
is this how spirit reunites with
specifically regarded spirit
these words quake from the weight
of needing to be expressed
I am head strong
sailing just passed this
realized devision
utilizing every tool in my
command now
to breach the unwanted gap
what is my goal
to know you
like one has done for
a millenium
but all in a cachet of days
the effect is hungry and imperative
almost inappropriate
but I don't care
nor do I believe do you
like some deep seated need
to reestablish an on going alliance
my very heart beat and pulse
is a fire cracker waiting
to go off in my hand
I don't need for anyone else to
emphasize or understand
just step back
and keep my path free
of unwanted debris
because when we met
its like the vibes I put off
and the vibes you put off
somehow locked when they
collided into each others
stunned comprehension
when the smoke from such force cleared
it was tangible beyond question
to me my friend
even if it was on the net
that instantaneous feeling
was graphic
I feel
I sense
I know
I am assured
that such meeting was more meant
to be
than either of us could have ever
realized
let alone believed
artificial intimacy
be damned
we both unexpectedly
found a soul friend
who was missing from
each our entire lives
a so necessary link
to the vital connection of self
so let us not waste this enviable
crossroad
depth when confronted and embraced is a bond
that the soul whispers to the heart about
many though in fear don't allow their hearts
to listen
I feel we stepped over that very big soul
costing mistake
when you bravely took the reigns by asking
if I would allow you to speak to me on the
telephone
and like 'Flint To Stone' we brilliantly
managed to click.................
(written Jan. 1, 2002 645am)