such passion
such flame
in these focused two
how can there be
so much shame
it must come with the
undeniable weight of
one's guilt
harvested regret
you might even say
bottled up far too quickly
there for all who care to
ingest or try
a tester bottle if you will
upon the darkest counter of dread
dread which stands for the matter
at hand
the matter of which I can't seem
to let go
poor, poor love
so utterly mystified
in its most general sort of
feeling
is there no cure
only prayer
I think I'll fall to my knees
later tonight alone
where nobody can see nor hear me
but the all mighty himself
his rain falls freely upon
even my smallest fear.............
(Jan. 8, 1999)